


The train,
eight cars in length,
departs from the station
slowly,
intently,
rhythmically,
down the track,
edging forward,
inch by inch,
Gaining speed
as it lurches and thrusts,
heading for the tunnel
and the fertile plain beyond.
Its double caboose
wags from side to side,
obediently following in tow.
As the train jumps and lunges,
guided by the firm hand
of the burly conductor,
I hold on,
bear down,
dig my heels in
so I won’t lose my balance.
My head is spinning,
fading from the pressure,
the pain of traveling
at warp speed.
I close my eyes
to block out the 16mm movie
that runs fast forward
outside the window.
Everything is a blur.
The train lurches ever forward,
gaining in size
and intensity.
I grit my teeth
trying to force the waves of nausea
from my throat,
before they crest my lips.
The train,
fixed on its destination,
Enters the mouth of the tunnel
roughly breaching its darkness,
tearing through its just damp, granite sides.
It is a very tight fit,
almost too tight.
I am afraid
that the train will get stuck,
or shatter the tunnel’s
delicately carved void.
The conductor announces
his blatant disregard
With a belching,
“Full steam ahead.”
The train plunges further
into the tunnel,
Driving forcefully
toward the fertile plain
just on the other side.
Pumping,
lurching,
thrusting,
faster and faster.
I sink inside myself.
“When will this joy ride end?”
I slip into unconsciousness
as the train reaches maximum force,
barreling down the track in the tunnel,
spewing its hot, molten steam
on the fertile plain.
Triumphant.
Masterful.
Conquering.
Destroyer.
Hours later,
when I awake,
My body aches.
My mind is fuzzy.
My mouth,
dry and pasty.
My stomach,
in knots.
My clothes,
dripping wet.
The seat,
sticky from the ride.
I wipe a tear
from my cheek
And gaze out the window
at the beautiful countryside.
© 2005 Cheryl A. Hemmerle. All rights reserved.
